The Facts of My Life

by Lee (32-B-3)

My story will probably strike a responsive chord in many other TVs because I find it difficult to pinpoint an explanation as to why this phenomenon exists in me. It simply grew like Topsy, with no identifiable beginning. It was suddenly very much a part of my life and I suffered the familiar pangs of guilt over a period of many year: before I ultimately was able to understand its nature and enjoy its fulfillment.

I was raised in a completely normal environment and enjoyed an average, pleasant childhood, the youngest child in a family which was made up of another brother and two sisters. I was neither "petticoat punished" nor ever put into dresses by my older sisters. My earliest recollection of desire for things feminine was at the age of about eight years when my curiosity became aroused. It was simply a matter of seeing little girls in dresses and yearning to experience the pl- easurable feelings they must surely know when dressed in their silken underclothes and soft skirts.

The next few years found my desires confined to fantasy until a memorable day at about the age of thirteen. The scene was a fam- iliar one. I was alone in the house with time on my hands. Having just finished showering, I was returning to my room and going by my sister's door. My eye caught a delectable-looking piece of lingerie peeking out of one of her dresser drawers. The years of fantasy and pent-up curiosity could no longer be suppressed. I had to find out by actual experience whether this dormant urge of mine did, in fact, have any validity.

I pulled out the drawer with tingling excitement to reveal an array of soft, delicate slips, nighties, bras and hose. I was imm- ediately drawn to a luxurious pink, silk-satin, lavishly laced night- gown. When I pulled it out and realized it was a full length gown my excitement redoubled. I crushed it to my body and realized that my heart was pumping at an abnormal rate and, as my blood surged within me, that I must be blushing like a bride on her wedding night.

With great care I slipped the gown over my head and, as it slow- ly undulated down my naked body, I experienced a sensuous caressing

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